When Reality and Fantasy Get Messed Up

10 months in Denmark

222 days of taking the train back and forth to Copenhagen

And now almost 5 months of internship

Denmark has become my home

It has become such a natural routine to go to Copenhagen everyday. Walking the same way from the station to the office, every day, over and over. Sometimes I just forget that it's all real and actually happening right now. I'm working for one of Denmark's most beautiful fashion brands and I live in Denmark. Yeah?? Fuck, I Do.

Sometimes I just feel like a robot in this strict life of work and routine, where there is so little space for reflection and a creative mind (which will be put in motion when bored in my case). I'm just never bored anymore, which is so boring..

Fashion is not a fantasy world. I had no real expectations before starting this internship, and no real experiences in fashion at all. Now, one thing I found out for sure is that you have to be a bitch to be able to work in fashion. Bitches in abundance, for sure. Sometimes I really wonder how I got in here. From a small rural village, to the hip and happening fashion bussiness in the middle of Copenhagen. But I don't want to become a fashion bitch. I want to create art and fashion which makes the world a little happier and better. But that's my dream, and I will keep on dreaming - Reality just has to wake me up every now and then.

Now, only two weeks left here. I'm glad when my internship will be over in two weeks. I somehow feel like my life is over when I will leave this place. But it's just this part of life that's over now. Life is only getting started. Hooray! Only finishing my shitty thesis and then I will be free to go wherever I want - and that's the next question..

But now I feel like this:

Guess I'll see you in two weeks.

When I'm leaving the Flødeboller-Country :´(